Such empty promises!
Do you even know what you are doing?
Every word
Every action
Every FALSE word
Every FALSE action
Everything you do causes pain and destruction!
Why do you continue?
Why are you here?
What purpose do you serve in my life except misery?
I’m tired of the pain
The lies
The torment
The empty gifts and words.
I’m tired.
Just stop.
Stop and leave me be.
You’re my shadow.
My demon.
Go away and stop it!
My own Shadow Demon is enough.
I don’t need you feeding It.
It drags me down
Leaves me empty
Wishing I could hide away under a blanket and never come out.
You’re adding to it.
Please stop.
I’m hurting enough.
God and I are already fighting a battle.
I don’t want two fronts.
I can barely take the pressure of one.
I know my God has me
That He’ll protect me
He’ll fight for me when I am unable to fight by His side.
He will stop this in His time.
Not mine.
But you have the power to stop adding to it.
Stop fueling the Enemy.
I don’t need it from you too.
